No I'm not leaving, despite my long bout of inactivity and frequent considerations of it. What I'm saying now is that I'm going to move beyond dwelling on all the problems and friends I've lost over the past year or so. I know I fucked up on quite a few occasions and I may not be the most reasonable person during stressful times and rubbing the people the wrong way, but now I realize I'm not going to sit on it and think about them all the time. I figured that it had even been the cause of of my issues with people here to begin with.
I'm going on to think about what's in front of me and the kind people who have been supportive or at least tried to be during this time and I could not express how much I appreciate it and how much you guys mean to me. I cannot thank you enough for it and I wish I could repay the kindness and company that I have taken for granted. I hope we can talk and do more in the future and maybe things may brighten up.
All that being said, I will try to draw again but I'm not taking any requests, commissions, or anything like that. I still prefer to draw for myself at least until I'm confident enough in my skills to draw for other people and do them justice. My drawing abilities have waned from the lack of practice and I need to get back at it. I expect I may throw a few pencil drawings out there at least before I leave home to visit family next week.
I've also had questions about the Okami fanfic I used to work on: Wolf of Aegis VII. Unfortunately, that story is on hiatus. Again. I hope to finish it one day but I just don't like how it was going. I may do a rewrite or just force myself through it but I can't say for sure. I'm quite surprised that people even liked that story.
And that's it, I think. Again, thank you all for the support and well, everything.